Let’s face it: If you’re still wearing colored eyeliner, it’s time to grow up :)
I always just go with what’s easier and never really say how I’m feeling but I just can’t hold it in anymore. I’m so tired of never being thought of and left out and honestly it’s from the people I never expected it from. How could you just treat me as if I don’t even exist? It’s as if I never even knew you in the first place, you’re too preoccupied to even realize that I still love and miss you like crazy. I don’t know what happened to us. I don’t know why things had to ever come to this. I just really miss you and all I know is that you’ll never even look at me long enough to realize that.
No school tomorrow, AND I get to spend the day with my boyfriend? Soldddddd.
I hardly come on here anymore but I need to rant so let’s go.
I don’t know why you piss me off so much, but just hearing your name makes me mad. All you do is lie and start all these problems that are just completely unnecessary. People keep asking me if I feel bad for you and you know what? I don’t. Not even a little. It’s your own fault your life is what it is, and I’m not going to throw you a pity party and sit back and feel sorry for you. You tell everyone this and that and half the time whatever you say isn’t even true. You complain about how bad it feels for someone to say things to you, then you go and say them about other people. To be honest, you’re one of the biggest hypocrites I know. You’ve been lucky enough that you’ve been able to be given all these wonderful opportunities, chances I’d die for, and you know what? You just never even appreciate them. You don’t know how to appreciate anything that anyone gives you. You can keep living the way you are, always trying to be someone you’re not but until you’re actually yourself, I’ll never know you.
And you won’t either.